Another Moment?

How is it possible to still be a wet noodle today. The energy is low and I am weak. I know there is a light, I know there is a tunnel if only the floor would stop coming up to greet me.
7 days post chemo and I feel as if I should be "on the upswing". The Doctor told me it is a cumulative fatigue, that my blood counts will be out of whack, and that I will forever remember this as being the most tired I have ever been in my life.
My mind wants my body to be able to do and my body is truly not co operating. I know it's "normal" to feel this way during chemo. I know that I have to get through day by day until the next treatment. I also know and see why so many with a cancer diagnosis give up treatments. Seems the "cure" could be worse than the cause at times.
However, I spent my moments today working on ways to make money from home, especially with this energy level that really puts me down a peg or two.
I am learning about marketing a website, dropshipping, selling a product, and doing it all in small confines of a laptop by my bed. Actually, I love it. These are moments of exploration and understanding and when I finally figure out how to DO something, it is a triumph in my moment by moment world.
I am exploring facebook as a social tool as much as a marketing network tool. There are many small joys in each of those little discoveries as well. I put my little website link on there
Skin Care Beauty as well as my new lenses on Squiddo and I find that quite amusing really too. There I create Lenses about things I am interested in - and I can create a lens on nearly any subject in the world. I have one about Volcanic Ash Products, the skin care beauty line linked above. I Have one about Breast Cancer, and survival and moving forward. I even have one about how I hate the pink ribbon. Thats at
My Lenses. I have joined a couple of the groups, newsgroups, marketing groups and finding joy in each little discovery. I like this blogging thing too. Where Else can I tell myself what I have done and felt all day... hahaha. I think I will make more lenses, there is so much to talk about, feel about, think about. I think it would be cool if everyone had a lens. You could just look through it and find out everything about them. Of course it would work two ways.. *ahem*. So my moment for the day is discovery and exploration and slow, sure, small amounts. I think that is an accomplishment.
Maybe, just maybe - this will be the cathartic tool I need it to be.